Teen Gothic

Hi everyone, my apologies as this is my first post on this subreddit and also that I’ve already posted this to r/helpmefind, r/unidentifiedmedia, and r/find. A few months ago a friend of mine on tumblr posted this gif of Sean Brennan from the band London After Midnight. I was curious as to the source of it so I dmed them and they told me they found it on a 2009 post from a London After Midnight page on a Russian social media site, but the link they gave me was broken :(. Since then, I’ve been trying to find the source of it to mostly no avail. So far I was able to find a Pinterest post and an insta post but both didn’t have any information. I know it’s most likely 90s Sean based off of his hair and whatnot but other than that I don’t really know much. The reason why I’m posting here is because someone on r/find suggested it and I’m desperate. Any info is appreciated //_^

None of the lyric sites have the words he is repeating multiple times at the very end of London After Midnight's Letter to God. I even pulled the vocal track and still can't quite make out what he's saying!

Anyone happen to have the original lyrics from the CD?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7hjojZAYd34

EDIT: here is the isolated vocal track: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1dNuNiw36-cLLO6gK2gSlDKM0jp80gMRF?usp=sharing