Teen Gothic

I know that this question might be asked a lot, but just hear me out. I am 14f and I got interested in punk/goth music and fashion when I was 10. I don’t dress goth yet, but I will eventually.

My school situation is complicated and I struggle with bullying.. I basically don’t have any friends either, and my school is very small, there’s not any goths/punks there at all.

So what do I do if school’s not a option? I can’t go to clubs or bars because most of them are 18+ .

Advice would be appreciated 🙁