Teen Gothic

So I just moved to Cleveland and I've been beboping around town for about 3 months now. I've gotten in with the punk scene and have tried to start a couple D-beat bands but everyone seems to be too busy to jam. Truth be told I really just wanna make music. Instruments I can play: Bass Guitar Drums And I have experience fronting. I've only ever played punk music live but I'd really like to delve into goth/darkwave. I have a goth/new wave solo project I'm doing right now, but I wanna bring more goth into the scene and it's kinda lame to perform solo unless you're a DJ imo. If you're interested in maybe figuring a jam out some time shoot me a DM I also plan on putting out flyers/ads at mistake by the lake and minds eye.

Influences: Bauhaus, joy division, sisters of mercy, The Serfs, Crime of Passing, Lathe of Heaven, Twin Tribes, Desmond Doom, Nox Novacula, the Deceits, Molchat Doma, Pawns, French Police, Boy Harsher, Virgin in Veil, +a bunch more

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just a bit of a rant..

I've been a fan of The Scary Bitches for a while now, and wanted to check out their discography. After going on a few websites, I saw two albums I'd never heard of called "No Reflections" and "A Sampler," on a site called Gothic and Industrial Music Archive. I think the albums said they were either demo tracks or just unreleased albums. I didn't find the song/album called "A Sampler" when looking anywhere like YouTube, SoundCloud, or anything else. I did find "No Reflections" on lastfm though, but when I play the songs from lastfm in order, the titles that didn't have play buttons always "skipped" and the site said the songs were unavailable.. Does anyone know where I could find these songs or albums? or if they're even official? hoping how I worded things made sense! :]

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Maybe its just me but does anyone have trouble understanding what bauhaus lyrics mean because i also seem to have this issue with other artists but are things meant to be figurative or literal? Is it actually supposed to mean something or is it just words tossed together?

Let’s take spirit as an example. What does: “wearing a coat of drums” mean? Or “whispering in red”? What even is the whole song about!??

It might be because im bilingual i still have a limited understanding of figurative speech in english. What I have heard though is that alot of the references refer to movies and books but still i am left confused. I would like to know what you all know and think about this.