Teen Gothic

So I'm goth. Family would probably throw a fit over this or think I'm just weird if I showed them how I dress and what I'm actually into. In their eyes its not acceptable. I have bought gothic clothes but when family is over, I store them away and hide it till they leave. Dress and look feminine. I wish I could tell my family of my actual identity. I wish I had their approval. Fucking sucks.

Hey was wondering if anyone can recommend similar goth bands similar to molchat doma? Doesn’t have to be in russian, any language is fine.