Teen Gothic

Hello friends. I’m trying to remember the name of a song from the 90’s or early 2000’s. Female singer, at the end she breaks down crying and screaming. I wanna say similar to genitortures, but I don’t think it’s them. Any help would be oh so appreciated!

Background: it's been 15 years since I've been listening to “goth” music but it's mostly gothic metal (Tristania, The Sins of Thy Beloved, Theatre of Tragedy, etc.) since I transitioned from listening to metal. I've also listened to Cocteau Twins, Dead Can Dance, Bauhaus, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Lycia, etc. along with metal, but that's all I've known ever since. These past few years, since becoming more connected to music because of Spotify have I began to rediscover the genre and all the bands like Xmal Deutschland, The Sisters of Mercy, Molchat Doma, Lebanon Hanover, and She Past Away. Any similar sounding songs from the title would be appreciated.

What the title says. This album is one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever heard. Other goth music I like is Only Theatre of Pain album by CD, Adrenochrome by Sisters of mercy, horror vacui, twin tribes, paralyzed age. Thank you!