Teen Gothic

I'm looking for goth/deathrock/etc bands that sound alike to the energetic side of Grave Pleasures (FKA Beastmilk). I'm looking for a dark, empowering sound that may almost border on metal at times, with no cares, that makes you feel pumped up.

Something like this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YUIjpLX3tBk

I don't know if this post sounds strange, I hope not I'm a woman in my early 30s, have been part of the subculture since I was 16 but unfortunately, due to depression and other mental health problems that got worse when I was 19 I completely isolated myself and now I have no one. I was wondering if any European goths or from anywhere else ( I'm in Portugal) would like to chat and try to be friends. I'm trying to break free from this depression but it's hard when you have no one to talk and share your interests with.