Teen Gothic

This is a hypothetical situation. Like a "What if?" sorry I didn't make that clear enough

I know how stupid this post is but here it goes. I've always been into the alternative music scene but have been getting into goth music and events for just the past two years. The thing is, I'm used to moshing cause of the type of shows I have always gone to, but I'm totally lost at the goth club and very socially awkward. Bottom line is, how can I learn to dance to this type of music? Or do people even care if you look ridiculous doing it? I feel like I can usually go with the flow but I can't help the fact that I'm a horrible dancer…

Edit: thx for the replies! I guess I found out my issue is just being perceived lol